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Saturday, April 3, 2010
i don't know how i'm feeling.. i only know that i'm having fever and two swollen arms. i know i'm sad but i just don't know how to explain it. even if i were to talk about it, no one would seem to understand or get my point of view. my life is different. my background is different. the environment that i grow up in is different. the way i think is different. so please, understand me my life is different. but too bad, no one on this planet would ever understand!! cause i'll just get ignored in the end. friends. i seriously don't know what to say about them. i made them a priority, they made me an option. and its so stupid of me to prioritize friends who would never ever give a shit about me but will only look for me if they need something or if i'm the last person they can find. how fair can this world be. what you think i am??! a friend asked me yesterday which set me thinking. she asked, "oi!.. you got like anyone meh? you nvr tell one.. wait. zee you like got no emotions like that lei. you happy quiet. sad quiet. angry quiet, but usually like female lion. weird sia you. hahah" first off, i never tell people how i feel cause i know how i feel means nothing. cause i'm usually treated as an outcast. i'm done. no more words from me. cause its pointless. useless. i don't trust anyone. even myself. thanks charles for the call. hope you're having fun over at matt's=) bye |
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