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Tuesday, March 2, 2010
im on the bed typing this thing and... it feels weird lying down and type. anyways, exams are over. there goes year one. my mind is in a stagnant state now. it always was. i think for my paper, i think i screwed up some questions. CAUSE i didnt read properly. sigh. habits. they nvr go away. my holidays have started! and im so not looking forward to it causeee, i have got nothing to do. practically no one to go out with and my body is too exhausted. i need rest. i just argued with mom. now, its my turn to nag. i felt a lil angry and sad but, thanks to my exhaustion, i cant reallly express and feel how im feeling. if not id be crying myself to sleep now. sigh. i hate everything right now. nothings right. my brain keep on thinking about everything. especially how stupid i can be. what happened to me? i cant really and fully express myself how i feel cause im too darn tired.. but all i can say is that im feeling so sad, angry and hopeless. things just dont work out. im just another normal kid who thinks im beyond normal.. cause i really think theres more to me. im not just a kid who is stupid, dumb and good for nothing. im just distracted with stuffs. but then i think i am stupid for hoping and waiting for that to happen.sigh. get real zee. open your eyes. earth is calling. good night world. im glued to my bed and comforters already ^^ |
Zee CW ★ " Zee CW, the kid who always step on the pavement cracks, and blames herself, then she ran back home to her crib where she cry and cry.." Too Little Too Late - Jojo -MB0902 -Andre -Desmond -Isabelle -Michelle -Ralene -Angie -Maurice -Daryl -Dynie -Geri -Qraisha -Ifah December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 June 2010 July 2010 Designer : Chili. x o x o |