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Saturday, February 27, 2010
everything is distant. im weighed down. im on a major breakdown. i've been crying and crying and crying. my parents. friends. family. studies. im stretching myself too thin. and im suffering. alfie. alfie. come back, i need you now. more than ever. wake up. please. i wanna kill myself. my life is worthless. i dont know who i can turn to. im so lost. my tears are falling non-stop. i hate my life. i hate it! my chest hurts. so bad. argued with both mom and dad. stuck at home looking after lil sis and doing all the house chores alone. argued again. im so sick of everything! no one seems to understand me. and i dont have much friends to talk to. what have i become? i have lots of thoughts in my head that i never tell. i have feelings but they never show. i have a heart but, its all broken and shattered. whats the use, i keep on saying im okay and every things gonna be okay but in reality it never was. i hate my life. love is inexistent in me. being loved, is complicated. loving someone who in a million years would never love back and losing a love to some idiot driver who drinks! i guess no one understand me. im all on my own. but its okay. ill make it some day. i see a smile on your face, i feel at peace, though for all the tears rolling down my cheeks |
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