Sunday, January 3, 2010


im so tired. ive been crying non-stop. today. somehow, the pain in my chest and ribs came back. this time, with intense pain than ever. my mind kept on wondering off. i feel lifeless. i feel hopeless. why is this happening to me?

this time, i'm alone more than ever. having someone to company is rare. since anthony gone. ive never talk to anyone about what on earth i've been through. my pains and sadness. all i need right now is someone who is capable to be there and listen to all my troubles and someone sincere. i need a shoulder to cry on. my life now is more to crying and depression. and it has really affected my studies. my mind will wonder off into the unknown.

now i forgot how it feels like to be normal.happy.cheerful. i feel like i wanna end my life. escape from all of this misery.

i hope my mom will be okay




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