Friday, December 25, 2009
i'll overdose on my Prozac(anti-depressant) and try to relief my pain with all of the side effects. day by day, my emotions and health is getting worse. i've been crying everyday, even when i told myself not to, the tears will always find its way. i guess my mom will be wondering where all the panadol gone. my head hurts. my joints hurt. anemia's back -.-" the pain in my chest is still there. it hurts. and i'll cry. i've lost weight. my tummy been rejecting food. i feel cold and freezing when its warm outside. air-con or fan is not even on. truth be told, i need understanding and a shoulder to really cry on now. i cant take it anymore. i'm having hair loss. im a bad daughter. a bad sister. the worst friend. i'm killing myself slowly i guess. seriously, crying doesnt help. |
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